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I havent updated in a while [Jan. 21st, 2005|11:52 am]
[Current Mood |discontentdiscontent]

Im going through Robbie withdrawl...for those who dont know, he moved to ellensburg to sober up and get a job and go to college. He got his GED. Hes so sick of everyone being proud of him. and im sick of using that word. I just want him to come home and he wants me to move up there with him. i miss him and i cant sleep.he is sad that i probably wont get to see him until after the 17 of feb (our anniversary, one of many but thats the day i fell in love with him)
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!!!!!!!!!!!! [Dec. 23rd, 2004|09:54 am]
[Current Mood |ecstaticbreathless]
[Current Music |Number 1 Defender-new end originals]

Im engaged!!! Rob purposed to me today!!! the wedding is going to be years from now ... Im so giddy! my parents are in shock!The ring is beautiful!! I love him soo much ..my head is rushing...oh wow ... im freakin engaged!!
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2004 questions [Dec. 22nd, 2004|11:45 am]
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
i could sorta fuction without drugs, i started writing some stand up comedy, i sat on a bed of nails ,i stood on a girls tummy while she was lying on a bed of nails

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I dont remeber what last years was...next year -lose the beer belly

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Rachael. hering her scream was the best birth control...

4. Did anyone close to you die?
yes on my birthday ,sally, my writer friend died.i miss her.

5. What countries did you visit?

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
peace of mind and happiness
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
July 25 , 2004
July 27 ,2004
Augest 12, 2004
Halloween, 2004
December 10, 2004

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I almost fully quit smoking the reefer.

9. What was your biggest failure?
i cant just let go
i really really hate myself and then again i dont
im a mass of confusion

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
my ankle hurts alot. i think im actually crazy and no one has the balls to tell me so.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
tickets to see the blue man group at the luxor

12. Whose behavior merited a celebration?
sally for being down right chipper until the coma

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
kristen...stupid frosty beeioch....my own ...Rob for playing video games and smoking pot instead of looking for a freakin place to live or a job and bringing ryan along on our aniversary dinner and being so cold...

14. Where did most of your money go?
cigerettes, music, makeup, court, coffee, beer

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
rob, the blue man group, taking to jonah

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Alwaysnewseptember- Jonah

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? mehhh i broke even
b) thinner or fatter? Fatter
c) richer or poorer? Richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
having a good time, smiling

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
being a disrespetful little bitch and stop putting my foot in my mouth and stop eating so much

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with fam first, then with rob and racheal and the in canada

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Yes 3 times

23. How many one-night stands?

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Hows yor news?, Family guy, aqua teen, sea lab 2021, egypt week on discovery,tenacious d show

25. Do you hate anyone now you didn't hate last year?
um yeah

26. What was the best book you read?
Food of the gods by terrence Mckenna, ancient walls by sally keeva

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
The polyphonic spree, the eels

28. What did you want and get?
a job

29. What did you want and not get?

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
napolean dinomite, shaun of the dead

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i spent the morning worrying over sally and trying to find a ride over town to see her later that day i spent morning her death .i turned 17.

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If i could talk to sally one more time

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
trash bag

34. What kept you sane?
sane? Zanys and Ciggerettes and Rob, oh my!

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
john stewert, ralph nader

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Bush actually won this time..

37. Who did you miss?
Sally, syd, travis, clyde

38. Who was the best new person you met?
skyler and kas

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Every now and then a normal woman must spit upon her hands, hoist the black flag and begin slitting throats

What you do is of little significance.But it is very important that you do it.
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The One Noble Truth... [Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:53 am]
[Current Mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[Current Music |Fresh feeling]

Duct tape is like the Force. It has a light side and a dark side and it holds the universe together
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(no subject) [Dec. 12th, 2004|04:36 am]
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]
[Current Music |Oceania- bjork]

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

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Its the Capcom Craze Club [Dec. 5th, 2004|09:26 am]

Evan, this picture is dedicated to you.

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(no subject) [Dec. 5th, 2004|09:02 am]
[Current Mood |amusedeuphoric]
[Current Music |the polyiphonic spree- together we are heavy]

hrmmm. i havent posted since thanksgiving. Im so freakin happy!!!!odd i cant figure out why. i found my stage name. Alexandra the Sub-par. so i can say "am i amazing?" and the audience will say "no, just sub-par"

on another note, my nurologist told me i need to lose 30 lbs. thats a lot! i dont know if that will actually happen...
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thanksgiving [Nov. 24th, 2004|11:59 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |smile- jonah]

thanksgiving is never very good, everyones drunk and the canadiens never get along with family from the states. My crazy nationalist grandmother has just arvived. oh joy. grr my mother wont let me cook gingerbread. this is sad because i have the worst cravings for it right now. aunt nancy is here. shes not really my aunt but iv know here forever. she has all of her makeup tattooed on. Ill keep you updated.
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The great obesity epidemic [Nov. 21st, 2004|05:52 am]
[Current Mood |nauseatednauseated]
[Current Music |Ani- not a pretty girl]

Rob wants to join the marines..This makes my heart sad. hes going to be a baby killer.

I started taking prozac again. im just too sad. i feel like someone just killed my kitten.Im sad becasue: im fat, im way too fat, i dont get enough attention from rob, im back in the toxic culture, my concert isnt going right at all, everything that was good and sincere in my life is falling apart again. i was a fool to think it could change.umm ill get over it.
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2004|11:19 am]
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |Underwear goes inside the pants- Lazyboy]

I feel so boring.I feel so bored. i feel like rob and I is that couple who you feel sorry for when you go out to eat. because the have nothing to talk about.i feel left our yet im scared of people but i still chitchat and make point less small talk. maybe im just sad. i think i attach myself to every person i meet...
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